tenetive

for some reason trying to write a blog leaves me for a loss of not only words but also thoughts which i don't know why because i can talk about anything and espeacially things i know nothing about. so this is a test blog. its to help me feel like i'm not giving a talk in church and that it would be ok for me to show my sensitive side and not be scarred for life after i open my beating heart to you. well it may take awhile for that but like i said this is just a test. by the way it was so good to see my whole family together for celebration of Christs birth. you kids just don't know what it means to your mother and me to see each of you growing in the direction your growing and well you are a fine looking group also. well so much for a test i love you papa